I really could not believe my stupidity.
I am the epitome of stupidity.

Such allowances should be made, seriously.
No hope, no future.
Thanks so much for working hard.
It just does not pay off.

I don't need consoles , they are useless.
But, thanks for the effort.

Just stay awayyyyyyy from me

12:00:00 PM

i am feeling super sad now. very & super duper that i cant explain how sad i was. the number of times my heart sunk was countless. i just wanna cry non-stop, let it out and everything. which i almost did on my way home. maybe i am just not cut to be such a person. thats really really demoralising. i have to strike off one of my targets almost every single day this week.


i gave my everything, put in my best. i reciprocated back whatever was wanted. in the end, it was me who lose out.all i ever learnt was trust no one. i still believed in helping one leads to another. i felt such stuff is crap. especially now. i got to be wary, and live as though i am in battle field every single day of my life.

today i was arrow shot again. directly right onto my heart. even so, pls do not tell me straight in my face that you did not do what you wanted to. its really very hurtful. seriously. thank you.

just totally not in my best of mood. bad year.

TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE
TRUST NO ONE

7:02:00 PM

super heartbroken

;(

6:53:00 PM