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2011-07-06T23:15:00.005+08:00

Love my colleagues but not my work.

God bless me not to have any complaints during the 3 days of my work at CSA. If so, SHIT YOU PPL! I don't hate CSA exactly. Hmmmm, just don't know how to explain it. Anyways, apologies to my colleagues for my black face! LOL! did not mean it but its really frustrating when things don't go in your way.

By the way, Mr P, the number of hours I spent each day at work is not justified in my monthly salary.

HUAT AHHHHHHH!

2011-03-16T22:13:00.004+08:00

Been wanting to blog about this!! :)

The show is super awesome! One of the best recent dramas. Ok, I am still having this post withdrawal Secret Garden Syndrome!! Give me more~~ :D

Hyun Bin is damn cute! Alright, enough of girl-fanning! :)

2011-02-01T23:12:00.002+08:00

I re-read her-classic-story.. it really brought back lots of memories.. and i realised that i actually miss you girls.. you know who you are... please do not forget me and only care about your boyfriends ok?!

:)

Are you both reading this?!?!

2010-11-21T11:14:00.002+08:00

Caught Harry Potter. Kind of boringgggggggggg...

ARrggghgg, life's boring and only revolving around studies and work..

The only thing I love is pay day, off days and sundays..

:)

2010-10-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

My colleague told me that I showed my emotions too easily on my face.

Yeah, I do.

To those rude and unreasonable customers, YOU SUCK!

2010-09-14T22:14:00.002+08:00

PLEASE LET ME TAKE MY ANNUAL LEAVE ON THE 27,28 & 29 OF DEC 2010.

MY ONLY DAYS WITHOUT LESSONS.

:'(

2010-07-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

Totally inspired by Charice Pempengco.

The biography just sent a lump to my throat.

-Believe in yourself-

2010-07-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

I am gonna get this.

Love such powerhouse voice! :D

2010-07-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

OHMIGODDD!! Full turbo for the next 2 weeks, followed by exams...
Goona dread this very much, Seriouslyyy!
I really can't wait for two years to be over.
Part time studies, my choice and its super tiringgg
But, I am not regretting it!

Hell, I am feeling so sleepy now!
Wish me lots of luck!
:)

*My love hate relationship with Economics never fail to surprise me!

2010-06-08T00:17:00.005+08:00

The IRIS phenomenon is not really over yet!

Don't Forget - Baek Jiyoung

We had loved each other,
But we're separating now,
Although we're under the same sky at different places,
Please do not forget me

When the cold wind brushes against my fingertips,
I am able to hear the sound of your laughs,
I cry again because I'm lonely,
Because I miss your two eyes which reflected me,
The words I wasn't able to say,
Because my lips had frozen

We had loved each other,
But we're separating now,
Although we're under the same sky at different places,
Please do not forget me

The words I wasn't able to say,
Because the tears covered my mouth

We had loved each other,
But we're separating now,
Although we're under the same sky at different places,
Please do not forget me

Do you know who
the person who had to let you go,
As they clutched their heart?

That person is me,
Please love that person
Although we're under the same sky at different places,
Return to me someday

We had loved each other,
But we're separating now,
Although we're under the same sky at different places,
Please do not forget me

2010-06-01T20:45:00.005+08:00

If I were you, I would have gone to a greater extend.

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Oh wells, the time differences won!

2010-05-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

I don't need your comment.

): Seriously :(

And, i forgot my passworddddd. Like yeahhhhhhh.

( : GOOD NIGHT :)

2010-05-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

MY FRIENDS ARE NO LONGER...

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I AM CRAZY TODAYYYY

2010-05-23T20:57:00.002+08:00

Moving on to the next phase of my life...

Miss the projects...
Miss the joy...
Miss the laughters...
Miss the friends that I have made...

(: Miss AF 07101:)

2010-05-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

chopped legs, songs, bejewled blitz.

love you, my life.

2010-04-03T20:29:00.005+08:00

Never make others a priority if they only make you an option.

I love that quote on top, seriously.

p/s: moolah(s) moolahhhhh(s) please come to me!!!!!! don't doubt my love for you!!! HAHAH :)

2010-03-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

I lol-ed at my PEM's personal message on MSN:

ZOU KAI!

2010-03-24T00:02:00.003+08:00

WALAO PEOPLE! STOP FLYING ME AEROPLANE LEI.
THIS IS FREAKING IRRITATING LOR.

2010-03-18T21:55:00.004+08:00

When I don't talk, it does not mean that I am mute.
When I don't listen, it does not mean that I am deaf.

I felt used and being cast aside after usage.
No remorse from the user.
No form of appreciation.

Thank You.
That's my form of appreciation to you.

:)

2010-03-15T00:30:00.011+08:00

As a couch potato, I rushed my Dramas during my 1 pathetic week of break~

1. Brilliant Legacy/ Shining Inheritance

The show got a little boring in the end :)

But still, I managed to finish it by skipping parts of boring dialogues.

2. BIG BANGGGGGGGGG!

Come to Play
Brain Challenge
KM Idol World

Really a talented group aside from looks. But,being a very superficial person, the member that i liked the most has got to be T.O.P:

I actually liked a lot of korean groups! I just love their style and everything (which i can't explain) HAHAH!

Next, I re-watched

3. IRIS

Love the suspense & thriller, not forgetting the eye candies (T.O.P) & others! MUHAHAHA

I just can't stop being a fangirl! HAHAHAH! (like hey you are 21)

:)

I WANNA WATCH MY MUSIC BANK ON FRIDAYS!!!

P/S: I am so so so dying to go to Korea! :(

2010-03-14T22:35:00.005+08:00

Don't feel like going to work.

Because, i cant make new friends.

Today, i screwed up my assessment & I was the suay one to be the only one tested by the team manager, like nb. (with sadness)

Anyways,i can actually go for free rides tomorrow before my work start at 2.30pm but because, i got no friends plus i dont wanna go alone, i decided to forgo the free rides.
T_T

Anyone visiting USS tomorrow?!?
I AM FREE FROM 9AM TO 2PM TO ACCOMPANY YOU FOR THE RIDES!!!

And, tomorrow's work is gonna be from 2.30pm to MIDNIGHT!
@_@

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ALL BECAUSE I NEED MOOLAH! AND I DON'T WANT TONGUES TO START WAGGING!
HOW I WISH I CAN REALLY SLACK AND GO FOR A HOLIDAYYYY!!
:(

ANY SPONSORS? HEH HEH HEH!
JUST KIDDINGGG
IGNORE ME!
BYE!

THIS POST IS ABSOLUTE RUBBISH & UNTIDYYYYYYY
EVEN I CANT STAND IT
:))))))

2010-03-10T00:05:00.003+08:00

Hi there _ _ _ _ _ _ _!

Love your _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!

______________________________________

Hate the shit job.

But I have to do it, also for myself.

_______________________________________

Wherever the road leads me

You & I (Love Park Bom's Single!)

________________________________________

Super sleepyyyyyy

(:THE END:)

2010-02-25T12:00:00.002+08:00

I really could not believe my stupidity.
I am the epitome of stupidity.

Such allowances should be made, seriously.
No hope, no future.
Thanks so much for working hard.
It just does not pay off.

I don't need consoles , they are useless.
But, thanks for the effort.

Just stay awayyyyyyy from me

2010-02-04T19:02:00.003+08:00

i am feeling super sad now. very & super duper that i cant explain how sad i was. the number of times my heart sunk was countless. i just wanna cry non-stop, let it out and everything. which i almost did on my way home. maybe i am just not cut to be such a person. thats really really demoralising. i have to strike off one of my targets almost every single day this week.

i gave my everything, put in my best. i reciprocated back whatever was wanted. in the end, it was me who lose out.all i ever learnt was trust no one. i still believed in helping one leads to another. i felt such stuff is crap. especially now. i got to be wary, and live as though i am in battle field every single day of my life.

today i was arrow shot again. directly right onto my heart. even so, pls do not tell me straight in my face that you did not do what you wanted to. its really very hurtful. seriously. thank you.

just totally not in my best of mood. bad year.

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2010-02-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

super heartbroken

;(

2010-01-26T22:48:00.006+08:00

As according to CMFI's "SML Approach", it simply means "Si Mi Lai-eh approach" and that's what Prof Chua says in her mind.

&&&

Great exam timetable! love it to the max! & Happy Chinese New Year! cos exams starts on the 19 Feb 2010. Kudos to that! school rocks! :D

Before i leave,

LOVE NOTE:I love you NYP because I have never had any exams before CNY in my 3 years of life there and this year there is this bonus award for having the first week of CNY as study week. Pls remind me to eat/drink lecture notes instead of having a steamboat.
:)

2010-01-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH & I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX! :D
HAHAHA
can you sense my displeasure

:)

2009-12-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

:)

nice song.

2009-12-26T19:46:00.003+08:00

I was browsing the testimonial section on Friendster. It was really the in-thing back then. Lol!

And, i miss my friendsss! I really wanna meet them up minus some unnecessary ones :)

To note: It's not me who is bo xim. But, its really the time constrain problem ;)

Ok, I really wanna stop studying Calculus. Its always a self study thingy after every lesson. Anti-differentiation, explicit differentiation blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhh! but, at the same time I wanna do welllll!! Dynamo anyone? Cheers! :)

I need a friend who is appreciative and stands by me in times of need. It does not apply that I stand by you but you did not reciprocate it in the same manner. But who doesn't think this way?Human nature. :'(

2009-12-25T09:55:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas!
How I wish it was snowing. Not because the weather here is too humid but, it just adds on to the Christmas feel.

I have been listening to Domino. Its cool, its nice, and Its R&B. :)

And i dont know what to do because im falling into something
Really cant stop me im knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish i promise ill mend this just wanna let you know yo im falling like a domino
Falling into something
Really cant stop me im knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish i promise ill mend this just wanna let you know yo im falling like a domino
Falling falling falling just like a domino
Falling falling falling just like a domino
From start to finish i promise ill mend this just wanna let you know yo im falling like a domino

By Charice & Drew ryan Scott :)

2009-12-24T20:06:00.002+08:00

To You: It will just never be the same again.

To You: Will you be willing to listen to me? I just need an answer.

:)

P/S: OMG, Charice Pempengco will be performing on Spore Idol. Gonna watch her live. She is really gooood!! <3 her singing. :)

2009-12-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

Weird.
Unsatisfied.
Unhappy.

2009-11-25T22:20:00.005+08:00

For some reasons, I'm missingggg u girls! hahh!

hey ah wan & van go out during the holis ok? :)

2009-11-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

Felt super bad todayyy...

Grrrrr...

okays, i apologise for that.

I didn't know why I acted that wayyy..

I hate it when i behave in that mannerrr..

:(

2009-10-27T20:05:00.011+08:00

Apparently, I went to search for this baby like 2 to 3 weeks back all around Orchard but, they were sold out! There were only 12 pairs in Singapore. Like 12 onlyyyy! :S

And, the next batch is only to come in January next yearrr!! If I find another love, then I'll forget about this. ;)

And, YAY, finished watching variety shows with my eyeballs bulging out of my eye sockets!

Watched:

1. Wild Bunny
(But not the last episode. Apparently, it wasn't aired due to the internet controversy)

2. Hot Blood
(This reminded me of NPCC days! )

3. Idol Army Season 3
(Missed one episode because I could not find English subs for it!)

And, many more actually but I am just too lazy to type everything down because I took 40 minutes to type this post till here. :)

you're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
you're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
all that love was a lie
all those sorries were lies

remix for both the songs, anyone?

Ok, What Time Is It? Its, 2PM! RAHHHHHHH! :D

2009-10-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

Over at dinner, I told my dad perhaps I should get contact lenses instead of a spectacle. So, I raised my spectacles and told him to look.

He said: Ewwwww!

That's the answer.

:)

Besides, I am really afraid of putting a piece of lens into my eyes. Ok, chicken! :)

2009-10-06T23:17:00.003+08:00

I love Charice Pempengco's rendition of 'Note To God' over Jojo's. It really made my hair stand whenever I watch Youtube videos of her. Serious! :)
sometimes, it just wet my eyes.

Note To God

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow.

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
And for peace to mend this world.

I'd say, I'd say, I'd say
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love 'cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is goin' wrong
On this road we're on.

If I wrote a note to God
I would say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness
Put some tenderness in our hearts.

I'd say, I'd say, I'd say
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love 'cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue.

Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
'Cause it seems like so much is goin' wrong
On this road we're on.

No, no, (no...)
We can't do it on our own
So, so...

(Give us the strength to make it through)Us...
... (Help us find love 'cause love is overdue)
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help...

(Grant us)Grant us the faith to carry on...
Hoping it seems all hope is gone
Coz it seems like so much is goin' wrong
On this road we're on.

No, no, (no...)
We can't do it on our own
(So, ) so...

If I wrote a note to God...

'Listen' to 'Note To God' ,'And I'm Telling You I'm Not Going'.

My favourite songs right now! ;)

2009-09-15T16:00:00.003+08:00

i am feeling so much better after typing how i really felt. The previous post was rather vulgar, a very different one from those figurative post that i have written.

its hard to bottle everything. Anyway, pardon me for the previous post. you could have felt how worked up i was, really but, please do not judge me by my once in a blue mood unkind post because i am not at all like this. heh!

anyway, i am feeling so so so much better now! ;)

2009-09-14T18:32:00.002+08:00

'HEY SHE IS DOING YOU A FAVOUR OK ?!'

HELLO, MAY I KNOW WHO IS DOING WHO A FAVOUR? I CAN TAKE MY OWN SWEET TIME TO MAIL THAT FREAKING PIECE OF CLOTH OUT. RATHER THAN ME TRAVELING DOWN TO ANOTHER END OF SINGAPORE.

AND, IN WHAT WAY DOES THAT CONCERN ANY BUSINESS OF YOURS? NA BEI.

HAD I KNOWN I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THAT TROUBLE, I RATHER I PAY YOU THE PALTRY AMOUNT OF $56, YOU DO THAT SHIT WORK YOURSELF FAT ASS.

I HARDLY LOSE MY TEMPER NOWADAYS (THAT'S WHAT I THINK) BUT SOME FREAKING ASSHOLE HAVE TO COME AND MESS MY RECORDS UP!

AND TO THAT PERSON CONCERN, ITS JUST 2 STOPS AWAY AND ITS UP TO YOU ON WHETHER YOU WANT TO MAKE THE EFFORT TO COME AND CLAIM THAT PIECE OF WORTHLESS CLOTH. OTHERWISE, YOU HAVE TO WAIT.

EVEN THOUGH I TOLD YOU I WILL MAIL THE CLOTH OUT ASAP. BUT I THINK I WILL DO IT WHEN I AM FREE. I AM SORRY, BUT THIS IS THE WAY I AM. HAPPY WORKING TO YOU BOTH.

2009-09-10T23:09:00.002+08:00

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2009-09-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

I am now indulging in the leftover cabbage cum olive porridge that will add 1kg to my weight.
:)

2009-08-26T20:03:00.002+08:00

Today's newspaper stinks so much that I am having a headache nowwwwww!! RARRRRHHH

& I am growingggg sooo sidewaysssssssss now. RAARRHHH

(2x annoyed now)

:@

2009-08-25T21:05:00.003+08:00

oh my oh my.. love 'We Got Married'! ;D

so romantic & funny la...

heh heh!

2009-08-22T23:56:00.003+08:00

Drank a bottle of Green Tea.

Plugged in to Utada Hikaru's album.

And and and, I wanna catch Final Destination 4 to complete all my destinations. Heh!

Alright, life's as usual a bore.

I wanna stay in a cd store for a whole day :)

This is what I call a proper life. HAHAH :D

2009-08-13T10:30:00.001+08:00

I say its for me, for me only.

:(

2009-08-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

As we grow older, our responsibilities grow.
Just like Tetris Game; the blocks keeps building till you clear a completed line.
The more lines you clear, the higher the points you get.
Fulfilled responsibilities as one's role makes responsibilities more enjoyable.

And,I would love to make my responsibilities enjoyable.
Hopefully,I can.
No, I will.
:D

2009-07-25T22:40:00.004+08:00

That was rudeeee!
& that's the reason why i hated MSN!
When you have a favour to ask, that's not the way to do so...

neh nehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! :@

Omggg, i am feeling so angry these few daysss! hehh

2009-07-24T22:18:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry, I can't please everyone.

Sometimes, it's just take it or leave it.

You make your choice, and well, good luck to whatever choice you chose.

I don't care.

Simply because, you are not important to me.

2009-07-09T20:02:00.002+08:00

The mood is too suppressing.
Almost killing me and driving me crazy.

2009-07-06T20:24:00.002+08:00

I dread this week, next week, every week till my exams are over

:(

2009-06-27T17:30:00.002+08:00

1, and it makes such a huge difference.

whoever says chances are left for those who are prepared, my foot.
whoever says you reap what you sow, not exactly, depending on circumstances.
whoever says hard work will be paid off, oh well, it doesn't.

2009-06-23T18:26:00.003+08:00

Love her powerful voice!

Charice Pempengco

perhaps, the next big thing.

2009-06-18T11:15:00.003+08:00

Number after 24 and before 26

1/4 of 100

o.25 of 100

5 x 5

Atomic number of manganese

I have used up what I know about 25.
Will it go higher or lower?

2009-06-14T10:38:00.007+08:00

Finished watching:

YAY!!

& watching loads of:

YAY!

Lastly,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

thank you girls so much!
catch up with you all soon,
loves. :)

2009-05-26T00:30:00.003+08:00

I saw Ah wan's tag on Facebook but, how do i do that?
Copy & paste? At where? LOL
Sucky Facebook navigator :)

AND

I am feeling hungryyyyyyyyyyyy!

2009-05-22T15:42:00.005+08:00

Took back what I have said because, my dad says so. :)

I am so in love with,

Dr Marten Classic 8 eyelet boots!

Anyone knows where can I find them?

2009-05-06T20:44:00.003+08:00

A: I have to reply to him since he messaged me right?

B: I think he is attracted to you.

C: Ohhhhh. You can have a French boyfriend.

D: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Just a boring conversation during International Business project discussion.

I did the outline for the International Business project but, no one is online. :(

-i am so glad for the tag on my tagboard! thanks ahwannn! :)-

2009-05-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

Was supposed to read up information for International Business project but as usual, I logged in to Facebook.

*My Facebook is so boringgggg and pathetically plainnnn. :)

2009-05-03T23:15:00.007+08:00

To do - some crap, tutorial :p

Seriously, i don't see the point in doing 6 /7 modules in 1 semester then another 6 / 7 modules in the next semester.Because, to some extend, i simply can't recall what i have done in the previous semester. Heh Heh. :)

Listening to: Sorry Sorry - Super Junior.

2009-05-02T14:08:00.009+08:00

i always thought going to the university would really seem normal.
however, given the circumstances, i have to make sacrifices right?
i am not complaining but that's normal isn't it?
i told myself it's okay, because there are still people worst off than me in other parts of the world.
and, i am not the only one suffering.
i would really love to enjoy my polytechnic studies now as a student!
please, make it happen for me! :)
i wanna make use of privileges for students!
eg: student priced movie tickets, sakae sushi student price etc!
i am so sorry that i was unable to make time for my friends.
i don't mean for that but, i am so tied down by certain circumstances .
i don't wish to state what circumstances i am facing right now.
i would never say because, it's just so hard to do so and it just brings me so much sadness.
except, read what i have written carefully,the answer is there. :)
yeap, i do miss my friends a lot. :)

2009-05-01T17:38:00.001+08:00

As usual boringggg Fridayyyyy. :)

2009-03-21T13:42:00.002+08:00

I was disappointed/upset that I was such a person as thought by you.

I was accused of not paying for a piece of chicken cutlet yesterday when I actually gave a piece of $10 note with 1 twenty cent and 3 ten cents.

The Korean rice cake was not as nice as I thought.

Mood: :S / :3

2009-03-15T14:30:00.003+08:00

Recently, I've been listening to a Korean album and I love her voice!

This is the album! =)

I am so in love with Korea, Koreans & everything!! <3

2009-02-22T16:19:00.001+08:00

Dear Ahwan and Van,

Sorry for not being able to fufill the trip as promised but, I promise a better and fun one next time. Promise.

:)

2009-02-21T14:46:00.002+08:00

I think I met a nicer person in my internship but, she is very new as well. And I think its kind of sad to know someone who dislikes you especially when you have to spend time with that person for like 10 weeks? Its demoralizing and depressing. I hope all will be fine. Or perhaps, I am sensitive. *DREADS*

Endure, I know, never to let anything heed control over the existing circumstances.

Thank you to all my friends who advised, encouraged and cheered me up! :)

2009-02-17T20:06:00.005+08:00

They say don't understand, ask
I did.
But,
Ask already you not happy

Make mistakes and get scoldings or just ask and get scoldings? TROUBLEDD.

Yes, I do agree that I am slow & blur but,

DO YOU HAVE TO CLICK THE PROGRAMS SO FAST TILL YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING?!

And, its only the second day of first week. T_T

2009-02-16T20:07:00.001+08:00

IPP was alright in the morning. Then it starts to go DOWN, DOwn, Down, downnn...*YAWNS*

2009-02-14T11:02:00.001+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRR & IPP STARTS ON MONDAYYY. LIKE SO FAST! BOOO

One of the papers was a killer or did I commited suicide?

2009-02-06T11:59:00.002+08:00

As usual.

Forgot to mention that Barbie turned 50 yesterday. Like whoa! Hahaha

''She doesn't have a streak of grey hair, her breasts remain unnaturally perky, and she has endless outfits" as quoted.

2009-01-30T17:00:00.002+08:00

BREAKFAST - JUNK FOOD.

LUNCH - JUNK FOOD.

DINNER - JUNK FOOD.

this is so chinese new year.

2009-01-29T01:35:00.010+08:00

CURRENT ADDICTIONNN!!

BOYS OVER FLOWERS

I liked this version the most. I think its because of the settings and everything. The things shown were like real expensive as compared to the Taiwanese version. Guess, its just the timing differences. The Taiwanese version was like shown in 2001 or 2002. Well, for the Japanese version, the actors were not as good looking as this version. HAHAHA! Basically, the whole show is very sweet - an expectation from a Korean drama. =)

But, the upcoming exams are going to disrupt my addiction.

Late greetingsss,

(=HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRRR!!=)

2009-01-12T18:32:00.002+08:00

Bad January and many many manyyyy more bad/bad(s).

*SAD*

Anyway,I think Ami James is hot. HAHAHA. Miami Ink is the only late night show that keeps me awake on sunday nights.

I thought it would be great if I could have a tattoo from Love Hate. WAHAHA. =D

2009-01-04T16:31:00.001+08:00

I'M GONNA BURN ALL MY BOOKKKSSS! HAHAHAA =@

2009-01-02T23:30:00.003+08:00

RAHHHHHHH, I HAVE NOT HAVE MY LITTLE NYONYA FIX TODAYYYY!!! =@

&

I AM SO HUNGRYYYY NOWWWW!! =3

2008-12-27T18:52:00.003+08:00

Last weekend of 2008.

Time flies, people move on - to a better future, a better tomorrow, a better whatever they are searching for.

I haven exactly moved on to what I am searching for; still trying hard. I believe, I am going to reap what I sow. I am crossing my fingers. =)

Last two weeks had been quite a hectic. I haven really got to sleep well but I guess, its just temporary. Although I don't really like these two weeks, I think I had made full use of it, except for studies. I managed to be caught by the 'Twilight' craze!

Borrowed the first book from my friend and got addicted to it. A couple of my friends got together and got me 'New Moon', the sequel to 'Twilight' for my birthday! I was ecstatic of course. Haha.

Watched "Twilight" in the movies. Pretty disappointing when there were no subtitles for it. The movie was pretty boring at the front. However, I liked the parts when the movie was coming to an end.

What I liked in 'Twilight":

The baseball game. The game was fun and crazy, I mean imagine yourself being a vampire with lots of superpower.
The part when Edward Cullen came walking out with Bella in the school from his car with his pair of sunglasses.
Lastly, the conversation on the huge frame of high school graduation hats where Edward Cullen had to do his High school for many times over and over again. That tickled me!

I think Jasper looked as if he had constipation although he was trying not to go near Bella. =P

Enough of Twilight.

Anyways, Met up with ahwan & van yesterday for ny cousin's orchestra performance! I like the opening and the ending. Hee hee. Well, The first part of the concert was boring to me. However, I loved the second part! It had quite a few numbers that I hear when I was younger!

Then, we proceeded to "Xing Wang" at Northpoint. The food was alright. We had fun over there! Hahhaa. Hard to elaborate on it so I just keep it with me. =)

This is not the right time to blog because, I don't have 'hweeling' right now. Whatever it is, just accept this piece of entryyy! HAHAHAAAA.

I am so going to hit my books soon.

2008-12-17T17:32:00.001+08:00

Another boring day in school. This is already the 3rd day in school ever since the "holidays" officially started last Friday. BOREDDDDDD.

Totally bored with whatever projects. Obviouslyyy I don't look forward to the meetups for discussions on the project. Yeahh, there is this barrier in the conversations among my group members for both projects that we are supposed to do. I am glad, I had this friend with me. Like struck Toto *HENG AHH*

Anyways, I was totally turned off by this person who was really a very very selfish person. I don't know what is on his mind but he just does his work without lending us a hand, throwing us the toughest part of the question. Some 'guy' he was. *ROLLSS EYESSSS*

Luckily for him, my friend stopped me from being real nasty/sarcastic/unkind towards him. And for that, I was glad. Glad in the sense that I would offend lesser person. Hahha.

I am going to be realy busyyyy in this totally ridiculous 'holidays'.

Anyways happy holidays! =D

2008-12-10T11:44:00.000+08:00

He is so drop dead gorgeous.. OMGGGoodesss..HAHAHHAA..
( I SOUND SO DESPERATRE LA! ) XD

2008-11-18T20:50:00.003+08:00

2x hard work.
2x time spent.
2x effort put.

Things still go wrong. At times I feel that I had put in too much.

"Stupid, careless & ignorant people ought to get screwed. "

I think I fall into this category by screwing up almost all my ICAs. nb.

This week is a bad bad, real bad weekkkkkk. =(

2008-11-16T21:03:00.003+08:00

Helpless. Speechless. Useless.

Struggled.

Wounded. Very.

Pondered over.

Hopes. Dashed.

Over. Goodbye.

.The End.

2008-11-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

ZZZZzzz, I am still depressed over my Business Finance ICA. So sad. Well, forget it. 15%; nb. HAHHAAA.

Managed to catch the sneak preview of 'Beverly Hills - ChiHuaHua' from courtesy of Siying with Shuyan, Jiayi, Qiu Mei and her siblings today . It was a good deal, free movie tickets and pop corn since she was working in Mediacorp. The movie was great. I had a great laugh over it to de-stress.

Alrighty people, I wanted to post some pictures of my birthday cake and presents but, my phone USB connector is spoilt. Sorry, no pictures but I had a great birthday surprises from my TEP friends and classmates. Woots. Hhaha. Not forgetting that I had a day spent in K Box with ah wan and van. 2pm tp 7pm!

I LOVE SINGINGGGGG! <3

By the way, what I write is how I feel. I make no pin point at other people unless you think you and feel gulity over what I have written. Its up for you to think and judge. I can't do anything. If you think it's you, then it's you.

Miss-understood.

2008-11-03T22:59:00.008+08:00

I am taking a break from FRENCH which kind of turning me off bit by bit.

I don't feel comfortable when you kept bugging me on minor things instead; irritated by it (VERY). For some reason, you were quite alright when I first came to know you. I hate it whenever I logged in to MSN. You would make my screen hang like crazy even before the whole contact list in MSN could load properly.

Pathetic. Yes, you are nice and I don't deny that. At times when I say no, it seriously means no my dear. No, I am not trying to act like an adult lecturing a kid. In fact, its you who is acting like a kid. Stubborn and not accepting the facts that are laid in front of you.

Learn how to accept facts and that is when you will grow. Serious. I came by that way as well although at times, facts are really hard to accept and you feel like dying but so what? You still have to move on~

I will root for you even though I don't know you for quite long.

I hope you deserve my time spent on you. Otherwise, I am sorry. I will run away from you. =D

I try not to put in too much time on people who don't deserve it. I once put in too much time and effort on a person who did not appreciate it and now I am running away. Simply because, I am afraid and I am a coward. HAHAAAA. I am accepting this fact! =)

2008-10-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

I miss my secondary school life all of a sudden. Perhaps, its because; i was browsing through the past comments in Friendster.

Some of the comments were really sweet, lame and cute la! haha. It brought me quite a lot of memories. For example, comments by mei xuan my partner, real funny person who says the nicest hearing vulgarities (does no sound right, but thats is what i really meant!) Hee. Comments by ahwan, van and many moreeeee. Really missed those people who wrote Friendster comments for me!!! (mostly my secondary school mates) Hahaa.. sounds very randommm, but I am like that - RANDOM~

Secondary school life was fun! but I would have enjoyed it in a better way of I were to minus some really terrible, horrible, mentally and psychologically disturibing incidents, mood swings etc. That's why, I am trying to enjoy my Polytechnic life now. =)

Lastly,

I MISS YOU MY SECONDARY MATES! =D

2008-10-22T16:11:00.003+08:00

I finally made myself home with that so heavy and suspicious looking bag! Its breaking my spine!

I do not like the idea of using laptops in schools seriously. I believe it would serve as a form of distraction to me and I think it would make learning more of an hindrance.

As said, it will enhance our learning blah blah blah...etc. However, my point of view is that its quite troublesome. The logging in to school campus 'MSN' version. As funny as you may see, this system is like MSN where you can transfer files and share with your classmates and tutors.

I am glad that the school is trying to make learning fun by having a replicate of MSN - School Edition. Really thankful for that and deeply appreciated. =)

All in all, I still have a huge preference over paper and pen. Very 'ancient' and the most effective way of learning; but there can be no improvements in life if we don't eliminate the old way of doing things.

Ignore me. I am just blabbering nonsenses regarding my view of laptops. -_-"'

C'EST LA VIE! (THAT'S LIFE!)

2008-10-20T00:57:00.004+08:00

"Hey, sorry to stop your studying but dad wants you to go down to help him with his stuffs".

That's what I told my brother this afternoon.

He replied:

"Fine. Anyways, that is your answer not mine. Did you ever thought of what my answer will be?"

Well, he replied that in a calm and joking manner. Haha. I thought maybe I have been too demanding to people around me and blah blah blah? Perhaps I am, unknowingly. Or rather, we are automated to behave in this way nowadays?Adults do behave in this manner yeah? Not saying I am an adult but, because, I am older.

How many times in life do we ever think for others? Even if we did, how deep was that thought? This set me upon thinking...

Thanks for enlightening me! =D

2008-10-17T23:59:00.003+08:00

I don't see the reason to why the reply must be:

"ty cb".

Through my understanding, cb refers to private part of a women. I don't mind if anyone uses this word in their conversations. I am open to any vulgarities used. However, I felt offended towards this reply that I received. I mean I don't expect this type of 'thank you' reply. It may seemed as 'nothing' to you.

Don't get me wrong. I would not mind if you and I were close. However, you are a guy. Please show some respect.How would you feel if I texted or replied:

"ty fu*ker / lj"

Angry/ bewildered etc, as you do not expect me to reply in this manner?

So, I am dead serious this time.

2008-10-13T18:07:00.013+08:00

Last Friday marks the end of TEP. Like finally! I was relieved that all is over and at the same time, sad. Sad in the sense that, I won't be able to see my MSC and BSU mates that often anymore. I really enjoyed my TEP attachment in school. Before the start of TEP, I was dreading it! However, it was not as bad as I thought. I have made many friends, learnt alot and most importantly, the business stuffs that we were all required to learn.

FIRST STOPOVER - BSU

BSU TEAM 5 & MS ONG

BSU TEAM 5 & HUMAN LINK

____________________________________________________________________

SECOND STOPOVER - MSC

CHEERS MATES

ZINC, ME, SHAN & KAIXIN

ZINC & ME

Followed by ,

A picture, of all my beloved MSC Mates & the supervisors! I am really gonna miss all of you and I wouldn't mind doing another round of TEP with you guys! Hahaa.

Starting from Bazaar,

1) Zhiyin
2) Yiping
3) Kenny
4) Long Wen

Friendz,

1) Hui Min
2) Amily
3) Sakinah
4) Jaslin

Value Shop,

1) Shan
2) Kai Xin
3) Zoe
4) Nora

Pretty Face,

1) Julia
2) Keryn
3) Xiao Tian
4) Cindy

Fusion,

1) Beng Jun
2) Ai Fang
3) Jiaying
4) Qiu Ying

Giordano,

1) Xiangnan
2) Christopher
3) Claire
4) Mei Mei
5) Ange
6) Mitch

Cheers,

1) Robin
2) Laura
3) Jun Ling
4) Jorina
5) Ashley
6) Roche
7) Ming Hong
8) Gracey
9) Marcus
10) Sukriven
11) Xiaofen
12) Hazel
13) Supriya
14) Li Xian

IM,

1) Lebin
2) Yong Xiang
3) Mardiana
4) Ingnatius
5) Tina
6) Chiew Hoon

Lastly, OPS!

1) Joanna
2) Kai Xun
3) Ganges
4) Din
5) Ben
6) Clement
7) Alvin

Although 9 & 18 weeks spent together was not long, but it is where friendships were borne among us. Thank you for making this a memorable experience for me! =)))

2008-10-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

Cool, i just updated my profile and pictures in Friendster! Though the pictures were like decades ago. Seriously! and well, a change of my Friendster profile!

Tomorrow's the last day in MSC. I am so going to miss the people thereee! Farewell party tomorrow. Hope it goes well!

And, I wonder who is going to present our powerpoint. =]

2008-10-06T21:48:00.004+08:00

1 . The person who tag you?
: Tan Wan Xin

2 . Your relationship with her
: My babyyyyy.. hahahaa.

3 . Your 5 impression of her
: Starbucks ; Watches; Polka Dots; Cravings for food; tiny handwriting

4 . The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
: too manyyyyyy. =DDD

5 . The most memorable thing he/she has said to you
: she got a big face =X

6 . If she becomes your lover, you will?
: pamper herrrr.

7 . If she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
: eat moreee.. hahahaa..so that we can have more makan sessions!

8 . If she becomes your enemy, you will?
: think of ways to salvage the situation.

9 . What do you want to tell her now?
: When are we going for buffet??

10 . Your overall impression for her?
: nice, cool and cuteeee.

11 . How do you think people around you will feel about you?
: nice.. hee heee.

12 . The characters you love of yourself are?
: myself

13 . On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
: stupidityyyy

14 . The most ideal person you want to be is?
: The rich & famous; to feel how empty they are; so that, i'll not fall into the trap of empty 'happiness'

15 . For people who care for you and like you, say something to them.
: thank you' appreciated; i love you! =)

16 . Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
: Its ok! hahaaa. =D
I know I'm nice! =)))

Gladly appreciated that I enjoyed myself on Saturday.
Simple lunch, simple walk around, simple conversations.
We are all grown uppppp.
We cried, we quarreled, we crapped.
Seven years; hopefully, and still going strong.
Thank you my dearsss!
Ahwan & Van =)))

with lots of kisses & love,
Pei Ying <3>

2008-09-29T02:06:00.002+08:00

Finally finished my report that is due tomorrow. However, I am not satisfied with it. A feeling so different as compared to the previous report that I have written on the first round.

I feel that this second report is much more lousy, less substance and elaborations. When I compared mine to some examples of reports that I have gotten, mine seemed much more elaborated.

More edits to be done in school tomorrow. I am going to bring my laptop to school.

I am goingggg to sleepppppp. YEAHHHHHH!

NIGHTS WORLD!!! =DDD

the feeling's different
i don't want to go back
i thought you left
i was wrong
but you came back
startle me; left me in a surprised state
i'm sorry
but please leave me alone

2008-09-26T10:03:00.004+08:00

My phone's gone haywire. Sorry friends if I can't really reply you. My only way of replying would either be emails or via MSN. Other alternatives would be using my brother's phone.

I woke up now just to reply my other team members. Kind of spoilers for them to spoil my sleep in such a lovely weather. Haha. Its fine, as long as its not some kind greetings messages that is not to be received at the wrong timings.

For example, a greeting or nice, fanciful messages received at 3am or 7am in the morning. You see, others might still be sleeping. We are all different people!! =]

I WANT GO BACK TO SLEEP =D !

2008-09-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

I want to stop killing my hair by not tying my hair into a bun BUT, I can't. Because my hair looked like its going to catch fire anytime. HAHAAA.

Anyways, I am so excited because, I am going to meet up with someone(s) tomorrow!!! Hahaha.

So looking forward to it..

CHEERSS! =)))

2008-09-13T12:54:00.002+08:00

I got PS-ed again. Yep, again. I can never get things done foreverrrr. Quite sad. Haha, not to the extend of like crying lars. I have to go alone then. =(

By the way, an incident occured in my second round of stopover. Person A sort of accused (not openly, but what he thinks) person B who did the bad thing. What worst was, the supervisors may or somehow think this way. Given that person A has better capabilities in doing his work and blah blah blah. Besides that, A somehow thinks that someone is trying to sabo him.

While for person B, he is rude and whatever you can think of ( the typical ah beng). However, I feel that its unfair for A to accuse that of B. B also mentioned that the supervisors actually told him to admit his mistakes when he has not done any. In short, he was only given 2 choices. Yes or No.

Very unfair I say.

But we cannot possibly be involved in this case. However, I do hope that the case can come to a end, real soon.

P/s: I dont hate Persons A & B. I only dislike A's method of doing things, and B's character.

2008-09-11T11:21:00.002+08:00

Favour. When you helped someone, likely you would have wished that person would help u back in some other ways. However, this is not always the case. I thought it would be better to help back. Isn't it? Anyways, you cannot do anything to force the other party to do that.

I personally feel that things should cycle in this way. That is how I feel but for me, it does not really matter. I helped out in the first place because I can help and that person is worthy of my help.

Sometimes, you just cannot control things.

2008-09-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

"See First lo". Haha. IDK how to explain it. Of course I understood. I was chatting with Ahwan online when I told her "see first lo". She said "ok". Weird as it seemed, but that's how amazing lanuages are. I find it quite comical. Maybe I am easily amused. Yes, I am. Hahaa. Definitely, I laugh at the slighest jokes. You may say 'Oh, that joke is lame'. However, when you think deeply, it is an effort. The joke is an effort to make the others laugh. Don't you think so? Well, I do and thank you to all who really made me laugh! =D

P/S: I am also going to chalet every weekkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!

Grrrrrrrr, That's a bit off track. Ok.

I seriously can't think of anything to write now. I have thought of ways on how to write my next blog entry but now, IDK how to write it. IDK what is with my mind now. Perhaps, a blog is not for me? Or I am trying to change in the way I blog?

By the way, her-classic-story is closed. I am keeping it inside. A book of ups and downs in life. A secret that is never known, except for some.

Date me out please!!!! I need to go to Bugis and Orchard to get some things done! =)))

2008-09-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

When you're not meant to be, you're not meant to be. No matter how hard you try. Things just don't go your way or there will bound to have many obstacles along the way. No, I am not trying to be emo or something. Just my perspective in an issue.

These days seemed so gloomy. Not the rain that caused it. Be it in school or at home. Strange as it seemed, I feel even feel stress at home. I like to be quiet. Yes. Quiet, serenity. Because, my brain needs to think and I need to reflect.

I am so unsure of which step should I take now. What exactly is fate? Ain't I supposed to control it? My life; my future.

2008-08-12T21:29:00.003+08:00

This post has been left lying since last Friday before I could complete it. =)))

Anyways, last Friday was officially my last day in BSU. I was kind of sad or rather 'can't bear to leave'. Haha. I guess, all things come to an good end. I will definitely miss my warrior mates. From handling client projects to internal projects and the handover, we really self-entertained ourselves. I do agree that we were too noisy, but thats what makes us distinctive from others. Haha. My point of view!!

BSU TEAM 5

My warrior mates who accompanied me through the 9 weeks in BSU!! Not forgetting our Gorgeous Ms Georgina Ong who guided and mentored us closely. I have to say that her HR lessons did made me change my point of views in life! =DDDD

MISSEDDDDD!!! =))))

Oh ya, I managed to catch 'MONEY NO ENOUGH 2' at the 11.40pm slot on last Friday. I want to say that Yishun GV sucks. Well, thats unkind of me to say but its the truth. I did not have much complains about it in the past as I used to go there often and did not have mush insights on other cinemas. However, after much exposure in other cinemas, Yishun GV has got to buck up! =p

The movie was great. Very Singaporean and Jack Neo taste. The starting of the movie can make me laugh like hell. Anyways, how does hell laugh like? IDK but my expressions are just too exaggerating! ahhaha. It did made me cry! It somehow touched me who just happens to be a family person. the movie does reflects the Singapore situation well! GS! meaning, Good Show.Blahhh..Hahah.

Yesterday was the start of my MSC - OPS stopover. All I can say was, it was messy. For someone like me who thinks that she has an Ikan Billies brain, she (me) can't remember the procedures. Hhaha. I dread it but, I hope to enjoy my days in MSC- OPS like how I did in BSU. =)))

2008-08-05T19:39:00.002+08:00

I was pissed off with someone yesterdayyyyyyy. Whatever, anyways, that person apologised to me already.. BLAH.. forget it!

I was practically slacking and doing my reports due this Thursday. Its kind of killing my brain cells one by one.

I look forward to the end of the week.

Thursday - Farewell lunch & outing with chubb and van.

Friday - Movie mania.

Saturday & Sunday - SLACKINGGGGG!

By the way, I caught 'The Mummy' last evening with the same bunch of people - Zhi Yin, Robin & Ben. I think the movie's kind of funnyyy! Hahah.. Do catch that!

Back to doing my reports. Bye! =DDDD

2008-08-05T17:16:00.001+08:00

Laptop's gone haywire, adaptor spoilt and not warrantied plus, roater's dead. Like so zzz.....

I finished Twilight! like finallyyy. Hahaa.

Waiting excitedly for Twilight movieeee~

2008-08-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

Good Game.

I lost one of my personal selling receipt.I don't think it's entirely my fault.

I was late for school for 1 min last last Friday. I don't think it's entirely my fault.

For those who do not know the seriousness, just keep your mouth shut.

2008-07-24T19:04:00.003+08:00

Presetingggggggggggg,

I spent 3 days doing this for my biography! haha, I guess my hard work paid off after all! =DDD

And and and, channel 5 is showing TROY this Saturday I think. I think I am gonna catch it although I have watched it in the movies before. Brad Pitt's hot! thats it! hahaha.

7 weeks in BSU and we were watching movie almost every week! haha, anyways, managed to watch 'The Black Knight' with Zhiyin, Ben & Robin last night. The movie was great! So is the Joker & Batman! Hahah.. Do catch the movie! =)))

I am clearing my leave people! So, date me outtttttt! =DDD